Evolette

1. "i'm sorry i don't want to come over today." the clock reads 4pm and i roll over in my bed again. 2. "i forgot it was your birthday." i'd forgotten my own too. 3. "i promise i won't hurt myself." the ER doesn't believe it's an accident anymore. 4. you asked if i loved you. i had to sneeze and it never happened. i think you took that as a no. 5. we haven't had sex in a month. 6. we don't see your friends. we don't see my friends. i've forgotten i even have any. 7. i never answered your text. it asked if i was okay. 8. "i need you to open yourself up for me," you said. i stopped talking. 9. "what do you want from me, blood?" apparen

Drink till you’re dead, little girl, Slide blades across your flesh until the blood Stops pouring out. Swallow the pills that make you Smile, Spit out the words that make them Cry. Daddy said never play with fire, But the burns on your skin… Don’t they feel Good? Bathe in your blood, And write with wounds along your Wrist, Carry a nightmare in your Fist. Because, now, little girl You aren't so little anymore. Bury your butterfly wings In dirt, Create a grave for your Dreams. Swallow the pills that make you Smile, Spit out the words that make them Cry. And drink till you’re dead, little girl.